i wanna feel alive

don't wanna stay in the dark

 intro  this is all my links and such. i will be slowly updating and adding some other pages, so bear with me in the meantime.
i'm multi fandom. and watch a lot of series, and get very into things easily, so keep that in mind.
please read my about page and dni info. if you don't well, that's on you.

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somebody take me home, i don't wanna be alone anymore every night

 about  ⋆ multi fandom. i like a lot of stuff, if i'm being quite honest. i do read a lot, especially lgbtq romance, or mangas. i use bluesky the most, so feel free to come chat. i don't do follow for follow, sorry. i only follow people who post stuff i like.
⋆ since i watch a lot of shows and read a lot, i have a certain threshold for things i dislike since it is fiction. so if you have an issue with some of the shows/books i enjoy please do not interact. i won't judge other people for the fictional things they enjoy either. i'm not gonna yuck someone else's yum, ya know? - that being said i do have a list of fics i've read. forewarning there is some rpf.
⋆ i like to write on a very rare occasion when i have ideas.
 likes  ⋆ halloween, horror movies, collecting bones & oddities. vintage/gothic decor. the colors red, black & pink. fall. iced matcha. cats & foxes. nature. creating things.

 faves  ⋆ music; ateez, p1harmony, fall out boy, paramore, alexisonfire, basement, the neighbourhood, deftones, djo, dpr ian, junny, jeff buckley, third eye blind.
⋆ films; there's way too many to list here tbh
you can check other faves here

 important  ⋆ my username is siiranox on everything unless otherwise listed on my links page. i use bluesky the most and that account is "forlornyaoi"
if you see something weird please let me know!!

 DNI  no minors, no ai. no trump/ice supporters. no racism. no transphobia. if you don't support healthcare/women's rights.
if you are a mass follow account i will most likely block you.

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 I've got nothing left to lose (besides you)

Steve Harrington is haunted by his past. His family. And by one person he hasn't been able to get out of his mind for the past several years.

 It's All Fun and Games

One day Declan invites his friend, Tylor, to a party to help get his mind off things. But Declan's friend Alyssa has some other ideas that involve copious amounts of alcohol and a seemingly silly drinking game that leads to some discoveries between the two boys.

i'm givin' you my invitation, eyes on me pay attention

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